"I come from a very strait-laced conservative Christian family, so before my husband Ron and I were wed, there was NO premarital sex - not even touching! I was aware of what a man looked like nude, but I was raised to think that those things belonged to a married woman and young girls were not to think of such things...

I found Ron to be a nice man, and after being introduced to him formally by the Rev. J.T. Wetherspoon, we courted for a short time before he asked me to marry him. I said yes. I looked forward to my wedding night, when I would be able to experience the things that all married women know and whisper about in the back of the church during mass.

That night, after the reception we got undressed and looked at each other's naked bodies for the first time. My eyes traveled from his broad chest down to where the object of my feminine curiosity dwelled....but...it was SO small! I thought it was like the penis of a small boy. I asked him "Why is your penis so...tiny?". He immediately blused and said that was the way God had made man and I was to get down on my knees and kiss it to show penance. I did so because I was a good wife. He got erect, but it was not much to look at. The rest of our wedding night was a real letdown. I didn't even feel it when he penetrated my anus (we don't use birth control) and had no satisfaction....

This went on for a couple of years and I frequently turned to the sin of masturbation to satisfy myself. I longed for the touch and feel of a real man with a large penis to make me feel like a real woman. One day something happened that changed my life...

We had hired a lawn service crew and one day they sent over the most beautiful black man I'd ever seen. His name was Toby and I couldn't keep my eyes off him as he worked shirtless in the hot Georgia sun and the sweat ran off his back. Shameful to say I would flirt with him and finally asked him in for tea one day. I served him, then went into the bedroom, took off all my clothes and laid on the bed. I called him in - I have to admit it was a crude shameless seduction, but I was so horny and eager for the feel of a real man between my legs. He came to the door of the room and his eyes popped. Without saying a word he came to me and started to undress. I say, started, because I practically ripped his clothes off. I unzipped his pants and out flopped the biggest black penis I'd ever seen in my life! I took it into my mouth and sucked for what seemed like hours till he came in a hot gyser of semen that flowed out of my mouth and down over my chin and bare breasts. He got erect almost immediately and gave me the most brutal fucking I'd ever experienced. At last I knew what the touch of a real man was like....

We carried on this sinful sordid affair for a few months before my husband got wise. He became very abusive and even hit me with his belt from time to time saying I was a "nigger loving whore" and other horrible things. I cried to Toby and he said he would come over and show Ron what was what...Little did I know what he had in mind...

It finally came to a head one rainy night when Ron found my semen-stained underwear that I was trying to wash secretly. He beat me and was about to make me take off my clothes and stand out in the rain as punishment when Toby suddenly showed up. He grabbed Ron, punched him in the stomach a few times and then kicked him as he lay on the floor. He then made me sit in a chair and watch as he made Ron stand up, take down his pants and hold out his little cock with two fingers. Toby unzipped his trousers and hoisted out his huge black cock for Ron to see. "See this, motherfucker? This is what your wife be dreaming of!" He stroked it firm and held it close to Ron's little cock. "That ain't no dick, motherfucker, that's a white toothpick". Ron blushed deep red as he stood there with his small penis in his hand.....Toby then walked over to me and kissed me. "Let's show him what a real man fucks like, baby girl". He raised me off the chair, turned me around, pulled my panties down and bent me over. "Watch this, motherfucker!" he said as he entered me. I gasped from the feeling of his huge girth and the exciting tingle of Ron's shame and humiliation....."